i am actually indecisive at heart. people say be careful with what you wish, and i always regret what i wished ): so i think im the type who dont know what i want. sucks right.
shuhui is still indecisive.
goshhhhh! facebook is taking a realllly longgg time to load omg pls ):
anyway, im pretty sad that i din sign up to go for my church camp at malacca. so now, all my dearest church pals are at malacca and will be back only on thurs ): im so gonna miss so much fun. don ask me why i din sign up cos im sucha muthu. okay at least i wont get to see a certain person which i totally abhor. talking about ‘him’, yes, some pp may defend him and say im too hot-tempered or petty, but i don care, i still detest YOU okay. pfffft. wadever.
so now, without having to work, im becoming to be like a movie buffer? hahaha.
i cant wait for the jap movie ‘TEN PROMISES TO MY DOG’. same producer as the movie ‘QUILL’. ( which made me teared like hell) okay totally cant wait. i might have to bring boxes of tissues in. okay maybe just one.
yes. tmr is a monday. and yay will be seeing shuhui YOU and kaiyi for dance (: its time to do some workout anyway. shall end here. tata.
joyce really needs anger management =/
its funny how someone whom i got acquainted with today can actually unknowingly convince me about something which i had been quite adamant about for the past 2 years. i dont think i will change my mind anymore and that leads to a closure for my dilemma! (:
i will think about something to write about next time.
& i think its very weird that we talk only on weekdays. not weekends.
shuhui is super tired.
lols. i tried so many times before i could post here. reason being i kept typing our ***** password. HAHA. anyway, i really ought/am thankful for my uni stuffs..yeah. its all God’s grace and help to give me what i have today..i am deeply thankful..really.. sometimes i just cant stand certain person..( this person from my church and your sec sch ) who made the whole thing seem unfair and stuff.. yeah. wadever don bother anymore.
time flies, we have worked for 5 MOnths! okay. no more efi, mn, rm, no more scanning and no more fishball mee chicken rice and wanton mee LOLS. but yeah..good memories of our first job yeah? (:
so yeah, before we embark on our uni life in july/ aug, lets play hard and enjoy ourselves :D
joyce wants to stop worrying bout unnecessary stuffs.
whoaa. i didnt expect that my previous entry on the predictions of juseleeno to garner so much reads! come to think of, its kind of embarrassing to write in that self centered manner. but everyone has been telling me not to worry so much and i need to actually confess that im not as worried as i sound(:
anyway i have been feeling thankful nowdays! especially regarding my university entry. its really tough this year and im glad im going to nus biz. lol ohwells, ntu biz is something i cant get into and something which i dont think i want. aye but my parents have been telling me to just give up on my wait for smu econs’s reply! i dont know, its not that easy since for the past year or so, i only could envision myself walking into smu’s beautiful building, strolling arond the campus and going to town for lunch everyday. another part of me really dont want to let nus down, especially i have already accepted it and i like the people there too. im in such a dilemma!!
its just a few more days to mid june, when smu gets back to me. so my status is still pending pending pending, for the past 3 months or so! since i dont think smu allow appeal, i could only get into econs and try to do a double major in biz’s finance? which is stupid right!! because my ultimate aim is just majoring in finance because i want to go into the investment banking track. and i can do so at nus biz easily :X
i have a conscience. nus gave me the opportnity for me to tell them what i want, and they gave me a shot at my very first choice even though i didnt meet their cut off. thats why most probably im staying there. my decision should just rest at that right?
but no, i have an ungrateful side deep down in my heart, selfish and greedy. so the best thing now is to let smu reject me. let my dream to study there, DIE completely. it will make things so much easier for me. although i will be slightly sad about it. hmmm.
shuhui wonders why smu biz pushed her down so late.
hello. im so glad its the end of another week! its the june holidays..but sadly i don feel THATT excited as compared to school days..haha. yeah babe, two more days to go and NO MORE SCANNING :D hooray. no worries bout today lah. haha. just came home from my friend’s birthday dinner and like wow. its like a wedding dinner can..so grand..okay. partly beocs it was her 21st birthday..i was enjoying myself pretty much due to good food and company till ii reach home and my bro was such a pain in the neck. sigh, shant elaborate here =/ yannihowww, yes! we gotta meet up as often as we can even after we quit! haha i just went *****, pp replied to my python and the love boat thing! haha. just a reminder: we are not despo luhh..just wad scanning has done to us =X apparently, there’s many snake incidents happening in landed houses. yeah. im so tired i dunno why. and yes, talking bout prolific, idk why it so doesnt like me. sigh. and yeah! we gotta go shopping for schhoooool clothes too yeah!
right..i shall end here..this post is getting more and more random! tata. (:
joyce is tgif!
to joyce:
hello babe(: we are quitting on tuesday!! finally. we should start planning to go some other places with kaiyi other than just dance classes. hahha. and plan for that thing that i had been raving about since april18.
yes we badly need to shop for new clothes and go to wild wild wet & sentosa. and i must treat you to something since you recommended me this fabulously slack job hahah. we actually made use of our 5 mths to brush up on knowledge. we didnt know hao dee cee nee mee lire aha hah gee ene ane lat tao etc until recently!
and think im not going to appeal after all. since the website made my biz admin (acct) sound so much more prestigious thn biz admin itself. yep as for meanwhile, work on your prolific and keep checking for replies on ***** alright.
been nice working with you! (: love!
ps: sorry for screwing up the numbering today, it made things difficult for u i know ):
shuhui TGIF.
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its just about 10years down the road. i guess Mankind dies slowly. through natural disasters, pandemics etc ): the link above kinda makes me sad. because ten years down the road, i might not have settled down and my dreams havent been fulfilled yet. what juseleeno predicted are mostly true i guess, esp since he predicted the 2004 tsunami’s exact date and magnitude of the tidal waves 8 years before it really happened. its astounding.
i dont know why people claim that he’s “disgusting” because they pereceive it as “gloating” and annoucing to the world his premonitions. but i mean can he help it? when those dreams come? he will defnitely feel obliged to pre-warn people and its really up to us to believe not. &i say he’s the most helpless of all. he can predict but he cant do anything to stop it! so people, dont rub in anymore. i just feel sad for myself because theres so much to do and meanwhile, you see people on our planet, our fellowship, dying from disasters. death tolls reaching millions. and when that comes, will there be any purpose in our lives? i mean us, who are still alive but helpless?
i still want to be a banker, settle down, have children and send them to good schools. but if we all perish by then, our dreams will die too. children who have yet attended unis just dissipate into thin air when asteriod hits, and so do old people who had led a fruitful life. maybe im thinking along the self centered line because im more saddened by how the whole armaggedon thing will affect my hopes and dreams rather than its destruction per se.
i was talking to my brother abt how i will want to die too, if i see everyone else dying. he said ” the last tiger will not mourn its own passing”. HAHA. does it sound familiar!! apparently its from this GP compre that we all did and i vividly remember that i interpret the sentence wrgly as “the tiger will want to die too. why should it mourn!”. which is not the answer, and i cant remember what was it either! but anyway, my false answer still holds through now. aye.
married couples say “lets grow old together”. will we even have the chance to do so? ): I HAVE GREAT HOPES/EXPECTATIONS IN MY LIFE YOU KNOW.
sorry im super pessisimistic right now.
but yay! my friend say i can transfer frm nus acct to biz anytime. cos the degree says bachelor of biz management. not bachelor of acct. heee(: &i will call up smu and demand an answer from them! grrr. cos i need to send alot stuff to nus by 2nd june. if im accepting!
shuhui loves the planet!
i was watching tyra banks yesterday evening and came across the topic ‘teenage addiction’. 75% of american teenagers cut themselves, on the arms or hips or anywhere. the 14 year old girl confessed to her mum in front of everyone that she has been cutting herself alot due to stress, so do most of her friends. wads the exact reason for this?
it all starts out with the nerves in your body. as we know, there are millions of nerve endings all over your body. and they signal your brain all the time, day and night. especially when you hurt yourself. the brain is told immediately about the trouble and it sends out a chemical. this chemical is called an endorphin. it marches out to the site of injury and helps relax and relieve the pain some. thus, an increase in endorphin will ease one’s soul. however, pyschiatrist also said eating chocolates and jogging helps to increase the level of endorphins in one. so why not choose the latter instead of hurting urself?
joyce cant wait for the week to be over.
so many people have been asking us, yes the both of us, how come we are so skinny! its definitely like that since eons ago and definitely not anorexia!
thats all for now. im practising the above. and i hope you too!
shuhui hopes this post is helpful.
